It is about choice. You have the ability to choose how life shapes you. I am not the same anymore. I change, I rebuild, reflect. There is coincidence. Going somewhere instead of another place and somehow meeting someone that changes your life forever. There is decisions. You decide to find him, you decide to finally see him. You decide you both deserve something up close. But there is no fate. There is no magical hand somewhere in the sky, moving us around and playing a nice game of chess. I hope you learn that one day. I hope you are the one to control your heart. I hope you understand everything you deserve. Life doesn't wait, it's not fate. It's your choices, your actions, your decisions. It's your heart and it's everything that will always matter.
You deserve to know your life is wonderful the way it is. You deserve everything that I will never have the chance to give you.