I'm so tired
of your hold on me
You're old
You're fat
You're ugly
You will never be anything more to me
and yet here you are
showing up in my dreams
In my mind
these memories
trying to break me down
when You're not even around
You were young
You were wrong
You were ugly
And I'm oh so tired
Of your hold on me
I'm not broken
and I WILL NOT break
I won't let you
**** me again
TAKE me again
to that dark place
laced with blood
and scars along the way
You were wrong
You ARE ugly
and I will not let you
replace my love for hate
replace my joy for pain
You will NEVER
break me again.