what do you do when your house is not home? when you walk among your family like a guest in a hotel, where the employees give you the cold shoulder when you forget to tip them for their service. their kindness is simply a ploy, a masquerade so you'll come again soon. i don't want to come again soon. i don't want to come again ever. i want to fly away to a house that is a home, to a place where there is a family who will love me, and take me in, and accept me. i just want to be home.