Is it safe to say that you're a better man today? Is it clear enough that I acknowledge your contentment in this life? Have you found everything you have looked for? Is it obvious with the way they find time to make you blush? Years have passed and it doesn't fully make sense. Horrible like a deceiving snake, I spend my life asking what if. Doomed to life of hell, it's what's deserve, it's what I get. Year's later, hard to forget. And honestly, that's the worst hell that could ever be foreseen. Scraping ice of windows, time has no defeat at your hands. Living with seeing bear and never knowing, a life spent in despair.