Now I don’t want to know the price
that I'm going to pay
For dreaming about you and me forever
or for begging you to stay

Just like the ocean waves
wash across the shore..
Your memory keeps coming and going back and forth
I don’t want to be here anymore

But what am I supposed to do
When I believed your arms could be my fortress..
..not susceptible to outside influence or disturbance
You decided to hurt and leave me in pieces

Despite the fact that this failure wasn’t because of me
It was YOU
I can not stop caring or treating you as my friend
I truly loved you, you had no clue

Sometimes I just wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end