Lord what’s wrong with me?
Why is my life tumbling like a game of jenga?
I ask you lord because this pain is becoming to hard to understand
I’ve tried to withstand it, but it feels like the harder I try to ignore it the more it brings me down
It’s like I am stuck in quicksand and I sink further down each time I try to struggle to free myself
I feel like I am going insane and no one seems to care
Are you even there?
  I don’t think I can handle this pain anymore
  Forgive me but the church said you can help me, but I don’t think so
I am helpless
Forgive me for what happens next
I know I do not belong in this world
Just look at me I am not the right color to be in this world
So I will just exit it and come to you lord
Goodbye for now,
I'll being seeing you soon