Twirling round and round The heart beating next to me Belongs to whom I hold close to me Soft words drift back and forth Round and round The heart says something The spinning ceases Water wells up rapidly A dam just broke somewhere deep The heart stops spinning says father why do you weep No answer to be heard Just the muffled choking Daddy are you ok Yes son Just surprised by what you say I want our family whole too There just has to be a way Somehow someway There will come a day But not today my boy Not today