I have always struggled with knowing true "friendship".

To some people, friendship is when someone always has your back.

To others it's just someone who happens to always be around, or that you have a lot in common with.

I have never found that box that I can fit into with someone else.

I have found people that I have things in common with.

I have found people that always seem to stick around.

And I have found people that always have my back.

But, I have never found someone that I truly considered my other half. Not even in a love way like some people think, or a friend way, like what I'm mostly speaking about at this moment.

Every time I think that I have found that person, something happens, and  I feel the pull away.

I just wish I knew what that sense of friendship felt like.

I hope I find it one day.