one day, you feel like the world is finally in harmony with your soul, the next, all you want to do is crawl in bed, hide away from everyone else. it all suddenly feels like you are on your own again, your mind is drained from all the thoughts crashing rapidly through the walls of your brain. no one, not even yourself can understand what's happening. you feel so lost meanwhile the world continues to revolve around you, but you are there, feeling so numb and not knowing what went so wrong. the unsurprising knowledge that you are disconnected from everybody else; detached.