You ask yourself As if you were preparing for a play How would you have reacted? Mostly calm mostly calm So you wish to say How would they remember you? Mostly crazy mostly crazy So they do remember You made things happen But it was all an act Honesty was their enemy You watched as your friend became them Was he corrupted Or just afraid? I do not wish to become old But it has become my last hope Duty all I have Love a lone tree far inside a meadow Each leaf a picture of expectation My children the light carried by the breeze Running long with discovery Will I live long enough to feel young again If I see it in your eyes then I will believe Look upon the way that I live Fill the distance laid upon the horizon Bring the calm that I need The love that I miss The life that I dream The meaning you have become