I'm without myself
But with an shadow of the future following behind my steps in life
Attached to my very exi it follows me throughout life with no feelings; but my physical body feels life rejection, happiness, and pain.

What does my shadow feel?

It doesn't even smile back at me.
It doesn't hug me.
It does nothing but follow me into death...

Signs of the failure
I'm too weak to even show the fear of the unexplained and unexpected; my very peace is in middle of nowhere and I've grown wary throughout each season to only get left for the things that are bound to happen.

I can't prevent
I can't stand aboard
I can no longer cry.........

I can only sleep and wake up to repeat the scenes from the other day as if  I'm under mind control and my soul continues to try to escape the guards to life.

To ease one's mind to ease your own in respect to the inevitable.

By: Leory Dawn