is it me?
no it cant be
this is you
all you
twisting the sinews of my heart
with your carving knife
i hate you

is it me?
oh heavens no!
this is you
its you who broke me
turning me into
this
i hate you

maybe it is me?
you didn't say you loved me too
so she wasn't the distraction?
i was
i hate you

oh **** it is me?
you didn't break my heart
i did
i did this
i hate you

its all me?
i did this to myself
i broke my own heart
this wasn't you it was me
me
me

all me

now im drowning
crying
screaming
i want you
i need you
but i pulled the trigger

my throat is raw
crying curses
screaming profanities
i cry in crimson
i love you

i see you
will you save me
from myself
no
you are drowning me
pushing me further
suffocating me
now im drowning
drowning
drowning
drowning in my own
my own ******* tempest