Diary is too much work. It takes time to write, pen doesn’t ride on paper smoothly as it should. It gets old when writing the same thing everyday for weeks and for months. You can talk to someone, who’s close… a friend! (But sometimes I wonder, what does ‘a friend’ really mean?) In truth, who has time to listen to your complain. They have their own things.
You my friend needs a teddy bear, who silently listen with a unchanging smile like in the old days when your are little.
You better find one soon. before you choke on your own thoughts.