I told myself
that I’d never
do this. Least
of all to

                                         you
but I did it.
It may be
stupid and
selfish as they
say, but they

                                        couldn’t
understand quite
how it feels to
be me. This
tangled mess that
can’t quite seem to

                                        hold
itself together.
I ended that
tangled mess, and
I’m sorry. I truly
hope you’ll forgive

                                         me
for what I’ve
chosen to do, to
you and others
I love. I’m sorry
that you won’t
be able to bring me

                                          back.