Nothing seems easy,
Nothing seems right.
When clouds are dark,
Where to search light

I behave like normal,
I behave like sane.
It hurts terribly inside,
Over and over again.

Life seems gloomy,
Life seems dull.
Days starts with endless struggles,
Night ends with morbid fears.

I smile and and act like nothing is wrong,
Yet, I'm dealing with **** and staying strong.