you are 12 when your sister first explains what happens between older boys and girls she tells you not to think about it too much yet you are years from understanding
you are 13 and you are having your first boyfriend over your mother tells you not to kiss him yet because you are too young because boys like girls that respect themselves you sit in the living room next to him but not too close your thighs are three inches of innocence away from one another you keep that distance
you are 14 and you have your first high school boyfriend your mom and dad sit you down for the talk they remind you to respect yourself they tell you how important it is to save yourself for someone that really matters you remember boys like girls that respect themselves
you are 15 and virginities are dropping like flies all around you boys don't like girls that sleep around he tells you he loves you and you believe him so you sleep with one boy
you are 16 and you fall in love hard your stomach turns at the thought of confessing you did not save yourself for him its okay hes on number 10
you are 17 and past buzzed its the first party of the summer the boy you have had your eyes on since the beginning of the night charms you underneath his arm he leads you to his truck as you giggle the alcohol and the excitement are tempting you pull your hand away and head back to the party save yourself for someone who matters
you are 18 and this is your second boyfriend in two months your mother warns you to be careful she says one day your husband will ask you your number and you don't want to be embarrassed by that you keep your number low and your head high
you are 19 and hookups out number first dates you are 19 when you wonder why you ever respected yourself when no one else did the same you are 19 when sleeping around seems less embarrassing than respecting yourself for a boy who never did the same