I wish I could have said more to you.
I wish the thoughts in my head would have traveled threw my lips and out to you.               When you were alive.
I count every day that is dragging by, remembering every single thing you ever did for me..
I visited your grave stone the other day to find something absurd.
There are rules to visiting your parted loved one.

1. You may not bring real flowers to leave at they're stone.
2. We will not clean the grave stone's off so if you wish to see the names of the beloved ones you have to get down on your knees and wash off all the dirt and grass.
3. If a grave stone is fallen over, we will not fix it or pick it up.
Absurd.
I have forever wished there was more I could say to this person oh so special to me. I cannot even bring her grave real flowers? I have forever wished there were more times I could have told this person how much I love her? So when I go see her grave stone, I get down on my hands and knees, and I clean off her grave stone, giving her the respect she deserves. And yes, I bring her real flowers.