You've fed my desires, but this hurts too much. With every thought of you; my heart slowly blackens. It was just supposed to be physical and my biggest mistake was feeling more for you than you'd ever be willing to feel for me. I don't know how it happened, but I fell for you - hard. I love your laugh, your smile, and your unexplainable talent to get on my nerves. I worry about you too, you know? Every time I'm not with you, hoping you're okay; because I care. I wish I didn't, believe me - it would make things so much easier. But unfortunately that's not the situation I face. I just want to be there for you and see you get everything you could ever want in life - even if that doesn't include me.
maybe you'll see this one day and understand how much I love you.