I havent written anything
Since our second year

It was a stupid way
To get your attention

That i knew and feared.

Obsessive is a word,
One you liked to use

When i got too close
And you feared the abuse

But I ******* up this time, didn't I?

It was all planned in my head

***** her, grab my ****,
Leave her in my bed

I understand it wasn't
Everything it should have been

Nerves are always most powerful
When its 12:18

I ended up not breaking down
Like i joked would ensue

I suppose

Im pathetic

and there's something about
you