Remember when it was me
I was the one with the cute older boyfriend
Pictures posted
Celebrate
In the nook of our white sheets
I thought
I've got it all
I'm figuring it out
And then like the thunder
I imagine swirls
From time to time
Within the pulse of my wrist
It was all gone.

There is no changing it
No fighting
Gave it my best shot
So glad we ain't got no animosity
Needed and wanted that support baby
I don't know when everything will be okay again
No, I don't know
I don't know
But I write in a my favorite coffee shop
And wonder what's next.