Mija, if I could I would reverse physics eliminate the gravity wells that pull you down. That leave you starving weeping bleeding hurting, crushing you within themselves, beyond the event horizons the tragedies in your life have left.
But I am not that strong. I cannot alter basic rules laws components of reality.
I cannot save you from the monsters in your head.
I cannot guarantee that you will always be safe.
I cannot say I will always understand.
But I am strong enough to hold on to you, beyond the event horizons, until my fingers are stretched by warped Time, and I no longer exist.
But I will fight the monsters in your head, until I no longer breathe.
But I can guarantee you will always feel safe.
But I can say that I will always listen, and try to understand the nightmaresandtearsandhurtanddisintegrationofyourchildhood
Because, Mija, I know that there exists light beyond the dark break of your event horizons.