You have to keep the child inside alive. In a cage. Locked up. Feed it twice a week. Enough to keep it alive too weak to escape. Make it your zombie. You have to keep the child inside alive. Feed it sedatives. Feed it poison. Keep it inoculated. Brainwashed. It'll never leave you. Bound in a small box. Don't let it grow. Keep it's bones broken and soft. You have to steal its teeth. All of em. When it tries to bight off its tongue, bleed out, it will not die. You have to keep the child inside alive. Don't let it leave. Don't let it see you. Don't let it see the man or the monster. Don't scare it. Keep it calm. Don't let it see you. Don't ever touch water to it. Don't wash it. Ever. You can't let it know it can be clean. Teach it the truth- That the sun is an angry god who eats precious things like you. Teach it the truth- That the nest of insects inside of your brain can only be quieted to sleep by me. Don't let it grow and touch itself. It can't know the functions of its form. Wear your mask when you attack it. The monster in its nightmare becomes something you must mimic. Then come in clean-shaven to save it. Leave before it learns what love is. You must keep it estranged because it is something that you covet. You must be the savior of the child inside and you must never let it die. If you do, what will become of you?