Why wait in darkness and stillness I thought When my mind is a garden waiting to see the thoughts that complot As I stare into the void of colorless nothing My mind is filled with gore vigor and cunning
Such purity flushed so swiftly into this abyss Known not what horrible plots are amiss I know that my thoughts can **** So I tame my demons, hold my breath and sit still
My head is broken down; thoughts like a disease Know not if I will survive to tell you this with ease My mentality is everything but complete The demons the haunt my mind are truly elite
My time is short and so ends my wait This clock is dead and now approaches my fate Shall I meet another come time to traverse The answer lies within the poetic deadly verse
Now I know my purpose, my role I must find within me the life that I stole My demons rage on in this boxed crate For I am the one who is stuck in the wait.