Lost in thought, so many tears I have fought.
I can't fight them any longer, I don't want to be a bother.
I'm not sure why I still care, you ripped my heart with the claws of a bear.
I'm stuck right here with watery eyes, even though I know I should let them dry.
You brought me so much pain, played my heart like one of your little games.
You did this before but somehow its worse.
I've been hurt so many times, it feels like a crime.
You always said you'd never do this again, but you did!
Left me for the same kid twice, that just ain't right.
People think i'm actually happy, but that's just the strong in me.
I told myself i'd never let you hurt me again, but jokes on me, I did.
All these tears I have fought, i'm so lost in thought.