the first time he cheated on me
I felt the earth ripped out from underneath my feet

the second time he cheated on me
I cried into my pillow and couldn't for the life of me fall asleep

the third time he cheated on me
I let my mother hold me
which I never do

the fourth time he cheated on me
my friends told me you should do it too

the fifth time he cheated on me
I slept curled in a ball for days and days

the sixth time he cheated on me
he promised emma, its just a phase

the seventh time he cheated on me
I heard the line boys will be boys

the eighth time he cheated on me
I punched my closet door until my sister yelled
whats that noise

the ninth time he cheated on me
I drank until I felt the ***** racing through my veins

the tenth time he cheated on me
I traced my wrists with razors
down like high way lanes

the eleventh time he cheated on me
he said at least she isn't fat

the twelth time he cheated on me
I said no
**** that