This is the edge of saying goodbye and hello. I know this is the edge of all that was then and what will yet be and what I don’t know.
I weep and I smile, shaking my head with the wonder of why— why is it that I get to know this edge of goodbye and hello?
You-me who is here and is waving my hand at the me-you coming out of the blue, says to me, all of me, I am here, waiting for you— and here is my heart, it has grown so that you can grow, too.
I weep and I smile and look up and beyond these cornered, grey walls. Way up there and right down here, you are here with all that I breathe. For you are right here with all these— all of these me. The yesterdays and the yet-will-be’s. You are here with all me.
As I get older, and work with the people who see me as a counselor, I come to know more the love that is profoundly poured into my life and into the lives of those who see me, and, I suspect, into many other lives, too.