I dug up the roots of my front yard Hawthorne And squeezed tears out of ducts To water soil To nurture limbs To bare berry That round maroon flesh Plucked by sparrow Then **** out on your freshly waxed Subaru I hope you are out of town when it happens And it dries and crusts and mutates And you have to scrub And sweat Right back into the **** That was fostered by my sadness