Gloomy thoughts scattered inside my head storm clouds passing though my eyes, what will I find to the other side? Your warm hug or the whistling of a lonely cold wind? I am weary of this grey canvas not because I am tired but because our efforts seem to move in one direction only. Towards chaos and uncertainty. Yet again I do not lose hope for i am happy to give everything for love and my story is one of many thousands and the world will not suffer if it ends too soon.