Can I really believe,
Everything will be okay,
I can mask the problems,
But I can't make them go away,
They'll always haunt me,
Like the dwelling feeling,
That lies,
In the pit of my stomach,
Everyday,

Life crumbles,
Beneath me lie the peices,
Of that girl,
Who was she?
She was the girl I used to be,
Happy and joyful,
So carefree,
But no more happy memories,
Only mind lashing words,
And pain always awaits,
Because that world you think is so perfect,
It doesn't exsist,
It was only a fable.

They fed you lies,
And you ate them like
Fire eats gasoline,
Life is never perfect,
But you have never exierienced such hell,
I have lived it,
And I'm still living it,
I will continue to live it,
Until the ***** finally croaks,
And leaves me to get back to my life,
Happy and carefree,

But no matter how happy life may become,
I will never forget,
The battle I fought,
The battle I can soon proudly say I won,
Because the pain will never be fully gone,
And freedom can't come
Soon enough,
And I have to say,
The wait,
Is slowly killing me.