You fade in and out of me
Like my consciousness
fades when I have drank
to much ***** to stay awake. ..

and I enjoy your exit and return
even more than the shaking
of slowly waking
from an ****** induced slumber.

The feeling of ecstasy rides up my spine
into the deepest corners of my mind
Cleaning out those old ways of thinking...

You with in me, here in this moment
that is what heals my ever growing soul.