It just happened,
this admiration intensified,
feelings gets me dissatisfied,
'cause in my mind,
it's always you.
I throw a joke everytime I see you,
And tell you how much I like you
and would want to kiss you,
but since we're friends,
saying it seriously would be awkward.
But this feeling, it makes me choke
as days pass by,
'cause the feelings that need
to be voiced out
Almost filled my throat.
Yes, you're my boyfriend in facebook,
Yet, in reality, you're not.
We held hands, slept and ate together
for a month and a week
when we're in another city,
But you're not serious with it.
It all started in a joke,
But to me, it felt real
and would always remain
real in my heart.
You're like a medicine,
You got me addicted to you,
A medicine that I wouldn't wish to stop,
Though I know I already got overdosed.
But I'll taper myself down,
To not to suffer from withdrawal,
I might forget you then,
I still don't want it to happen.