I tried learning how to tie a sailor's knot. A knot that looks simple, and is. But in my rush to learn it, it slipped my mind.
In my desperate attempts to tie these strings together, I failed. So I tied a square knot. I was foolish, really.
I wanted to learn a sailor's knot, a Carrick Bend. Because it was easier to untie, compared to a square knot.
And when it was time, when it was needed to let go, I couldn't. I fell in with it, fell in with the ship.
If I only I didn't rush, rush learning it, maybe I could've gotten out alive.
It's difficult for me to tie relationships with a sailor's knot and end up tying a square knot and getting ****** into all the pain an regret in a dead relationship.