Do you ever get this feeling? This feeling of utter disappointment? You see all these people who are doing great things! These people inspire you to be something more! You want to be just like them! Want to be able to change the world in some way! To leave an imprint just to show that you existed!
But...
These people you look up to, they already have the spot you want so badly They left their imprint They have a meaning They have a purpose
You Don’t
You want to go somewhere You want to do something great You want to be something great
But you’re not
You look to your right you see Albert Einstein developing the theory of relativity you see Thomas Edison inventing the light bulb
You look to your left you see Van Gogh painting the beautiful Starry Night you see Bob Ross showing the joy of painting
You cross science off your list of things, those spots are taken You cross art off your list, those spots are taken You cross off writing You cross of theater You cross off sports You cross off anything and everything that already has its spot taken
And what is left?
Me? You? The new kid at school without a desk? The one who wants to join in and play games with the other kids, but there are already too many players? The one who plays musical chairs, but always loses because there aren’t enough spots for her?
She just wants to find a place She just wants to know where she fits She just wants to find where she belongs She just wants reassurance that she wasn’t put on this earth as mere mistake She wants to be a part of something.
You look down upon yourself because you can’t find all the right pieces You can’t find yourself You can’t find your purpose or your reason
You feel that if you don’t make some kind of change, then what are you worth.
You need to remember...
The Earth is a box for the jigsaw puzzle of life. You are a part of this 7 billion piece puzzle You will always have a place.
You may still be struggling to find yourself, and that’s okay. But you will always have a place. We will wait When you are ready, go on and join the puzzle
Because you have a place, just like me You need to discover what parts of you make you... well... you You need to figure out the detail of your piece and build off of others
Don’t you ever think that you don’t matter Don’t you ever believe that you have no purpose Without you The jigsaw puzzle will never be
complete
I don't really know how this poem came about... I just kinda got sad in the middle of the night