If and when I can't shed tears, and It happens now and then, Through the years That clear and harmless way to feed Your bitter sodium pain to the floor Nothing shed but flows instead Through this pen I bleed The ink might as well be red, it is Black, As my suffering, As the ducts in the corners of my Eyes so dry But meaningless letters scratched onto blank slates Are formed into shapes crafted only because of You My wounded soul seeps through this Ball point knife I removed from my back You did it again, as well I knew You would