This is all i have to offer, Affection, but with boundaries. Nurture, but limited. And it is not because of you, but because of the others before. That is all i have to offer, because i am terrified. I am terrified to love someone selflessly again. I am stuck between feeling selfish, and scared. Am i selfish to not open myself up the way people want me to, or am i just caring for myself first?