I'm drunk again Nothing new. Nothing different. I'm drunk again Listening to music Nothing somber Nothing sad Maybe a little of both I'm drunk. I've started drinking wine; Riesling Honestly, it started because of Mac lethal. Honestly, I really like the taste. Honestly, I don't know what to do Honestly, all my dreams have come true. I'm back with the first love I ever had. I have the job I've wanted for years. Between all the new beginnings. And Between all these awful dreams Is where you can find me. Where do I go from here? Where do I go? Knowing that I've achieved something. Am I proud? Should I be? I drink nightly, I smoke most nights And I play video games so I can feel alive. Where do I go from a new bottom? I think... No, I drunkenly declare! That there is no top Only a bottom It rises with you. And my new "top" What should it be? What do I dream? What do I see? What could I be?