I think there comes a time when - you know you're exactly where you're meant to be - but you also know you're needed somewhere else.
A time when you are pulled one way and then the other - and you won't win. Nobody wins. It's a time you can't choose - it chooses you and you cannot do anything except follow it.
You can do nothing except get on your knees and hope it doesn't obliterate you. Please, please, please - have mercy on me. Spare me.