It's smells and feels like My old coffee shop days When I fell into the vat of I'm so new.
And it's like every little thing Makes me tremble or shudder I take everything so personally.
My hair is faded coral I try to love this version of me Everything is hide tide ridden Stressful And my face swells up With tears When I think of how much I miss my mama and papa in Alabama.
I miss how I use to be Because I'm a gluten for nostalgia I'm the recepient of constant Expectation Backlash And everyone chalks it up as You are just too much woman.
I reached out to him The one who tread on my heart Like it was wilting lumber We had a kind and cinematically emotional conversation Filled to the rim with toys r us.
God forbid we trend on the internet I'm crying in a coffee shop now Just ever so slightly Because Chicago is a constant purr and whirlwind And I'm just trying to Do nothing But kick *** And Love.