I Lost My ****

I don't really know what's going on right now
                                                       right now
All I know
is I was ******* on the side of a highway
DEVIL faced
Evil.
Like a slasher with nothing else to do.

I didn't like it though
Nope!  
Some dude in a big diesel truck
Picked me up.

I got home, and I had no excuse for the mud on my legs.
I had no excuse for anything.
No excuse,
But angry
Was looking at me
But most of it was from my own face,
so who can I be mad at?

HEY STEVE!   STOP BEING A **** UP!  
But that's all I got
All I got
All I got
All I got
So…
Hey!  I can pick up heavy ****
So…
I can be an ******* better than anybody I know ,
So…
I'm just a ruiner that's no good at nothing,
So…
**** it all!