Why is it that I feel this way? Daydreaming isn't enough now. I want to purge myself of this, But I can't determine if it's possible. My beliefs are what keep me fighting, But whatever happened to my dreams? I find myself afraid of me, Who can help this weary soul? I desire to escape this hell. So fight I shall, to whatever end. I'll rest my eyes for now, Just to shut them from the blur. Don't worry, I haven't lost hope, I just want to sleep is all.