no... i can fall asleep listening to a horror movie soundtrack... some of the stuff i read on this website? i'm traumatised to the point that i have to take painkillers... horror movie soundtracks are the ******* dream-machines! some of the poems i read on this website? a bit like watching a nine year old getting gang-***** and then being decapitated in a war zone... i can't even reason to suggest a "reasonable" argument... some of these poems really spell out: t r a u m a.
i read poems on this website... sure, it allows me to hack google... but you know... i turn on *a nightmare on elms street soundtrack, and for some reason... feel comforted... i turn on any horror movie soundtrack for some reason... and it makes reading some of these "poems" less scary... i really need to listen to horror movie soundtracks... it just encapsulates these pieces of writing... to the brimming point of: so... eh... where's the butcher's knife and the hockey mask? it's
not
"there"
or anywhere. i have a shudder in admitting this, but: some of the poems on this website are outside the horror genre... they're ultra horror... otherwise... why would i find more peace in a horror-movie soundtrack? it's not mozart to be pompous about... i'd probably have a lesser freak-out session watching a guillotine session of events... i guess you really have to see words to appreciate the true nature of horror... you start to avoid the logos, and learn the phonos... and then you see the words... and then hear them... and then suburbia yawns... or at least opens its mouth and says: come in... and all you're really going to say is: no thank you. at first i thought this was a sane medium... but then i realised it wans't... so i started hacking google to deviated my attention elsewhere.