maybe, perhaps with the heaviest glare I am missing of an essential care I've never sought to recover, a dingy room lit with fireflies and the most beautiful sunsets without the sight to drink within its margins, falling through the grains of chopped wood, of gnarled tree bark and wild white daises feel the impressions of a breath, the impressions of movement floating momentarily in a golden shaft of spring sunlight, then only to be snatched with green and blues of a waning afternoon sky, the impressions of laughter and the impressions of noise, the impressions of a tender touch tingling after the love sought without a glimpse of knowing what's truly there to hold a single, ever-changing impression