2 am
The darkness sets in
Everywhere I turn.
Dark.
The never ending night
The demons come out to play
Dancing around the room
In my bed
In my head
Everywhere I turn
I see nothing but dark.
I turn to the pill bottle
Give it a shake
Wondering how many my body can take
The first five just won't kick in
I just want sleep
With no dreams
No nightmares.
No demons.
I want peace
I need peace.
In my mind.
In my heart
I just want rest
From all the *******
Going on in my head.
Just a minute of actual rest
I can't find it anywhere
I do not know if it even exists anymore
What if I don't exist anymore