Joshua
This is my final tribute to you
You left me in a bright place
But the moment you left
Light became dark
And these days my love is a hate
Betrayal is in your heart
Guilt for the lies you told
I hope pain for the agony you've caused
Your love was never real
We were adolescents playing a game
But my love was real
My pain was too
I was sent into the darkness
You left me with nothing
You were the light to my day
The smile to my laughter
I needed you
And because you broke me
I will never be whole
I will never love myself
And I can't stand to kiss in the rain without thinking of you.