A year of "to-do" lists, writing themselves out in my mind. "I'm not crazy," I repeat to myself, "Just prepared." But I wasn't prepared to break up, I want prepared to go on a life changing mission. Not ready to meet the love of my life. My to-do list didn't say, "Don't get accepted to school" To-do list help day to day life, They don't improve 20/20 future vision.