I'd leave you in the middle of the night Just to have you wonder about me Where I went What I was thinking If I was with someone else I would leave all these things behind The papers mean nothing to me The fabrics mean nothing to me I want to prove to you That you too, can mean nothing to me I want you to hurt in ways I cannot explain In many ways you have broken my heart In many ways I realize you have not But I'd still leave you in the middle of the night To prove what cost is to me