I’ve been thinking all day, thinking too much I am not thinking logically! I am still searching for a reason to stay in this dumb ****** up city! What am I waiting for? Another chance with a man who doesn’t love me? I can’t sit around and wait for him to figure things out I need to do something for me now I need to follow my dreams and stop letting things hold me back I found an open window to climb through So I’m going to climb through it Alex will not hold me back Benji will not hold me back Betty will not hold me back I need to climb through the window and not look back