Nothing feels right
I feel everything at once
Months of being numb
The pain has just now just begun
The meds just seem to keep the feelings away
But now I have nothing I'm left with the pain
All the thoughts just echo through my head
Am i better off here or am I better off dead
So confused and don't know up from down
I'm left out here looking like a clown
I need a home and somewhere to go
Don't know what to do when everybody is gone
I need some stability, just a little at least
I prolly could use a couple good hours of sleep.
Now I'm drunk and alone and I need you more than most.
And ur at home sleeping with no clue I know.
My heart feels like it's been ripped into pieces
Thinking about you and the reasons I had for leaving
I want you, and us and everything in between
Forgive me if I ever came off as mean
I'm so lost without You in my life
Please come back and let me take you in stride.
I love you always more than u ever will know
Please take me back and let me come back home