This is what I remember: The planks leaned against the wall would fall if we weren't careful Tarzan swinging on the frayed black snakes that coiled around the beams because if they could still power florescents no one ever told us. We shattered the old windows stacked in the briers to make our new home shimmer when we set the hay ablaze because if they were going to use them for the house no one ever told us. We heard dad call the pit of snakes insulation but we killed them all with shovels, couldn't risk it. Never knowing the real snakes were slipping under the front door and though big brothers might have known we were fighting the wrong war no one ever told us. Or maybe we don't remember when you said to be careful in the barn but to go ahead and play out there and not to hurry home.