Important things are happening in the outside world of events, but no one ever mentions you. You have had a celebrity buzz cut. You are not attuned to twittering. The glasses you broke work better now. Your hunger for renown is so great that you can't stand to order poverty. The cat looks at you like protein. Your bed is an ancient dry well. The ghosts of your memories can't even afford clean sheets. Do not these signal events import? If you could but get your boyish face out there on the Internet, someone in that outside world might mention you, and the virtual lottery of fame would allow you to purchase and stockpile marrow bones, crème brûlée and ******. You could go out with a belch of flame, and everyone would say they knew you long before you were even nothing.